do i like myself? i have no idea why i choose this journal prompt i guess because when i read the question i couldnt answer it. there are times when i dont like myself. i dont like who i am because of how lazy i am, or how i zone out at times, or how i dont follow through on things, or finish somethings, or how i dont, how i just dont.
i feel like the more i read the more i learn about submission and apply it to my life the more excited i become about changing who i am. so i guess i can say i like who i am becoming but i dont like who i was.
accepting who i am was easy before because who i was simple and uncomplicated. i didnt wear a collar 24/7, i didnt have a leash attached me as a slept pulling me as my master turned throughout the night, before i didnt have someone that i serviced 24/7 at his demand. now i'm complicated sometimes i wonder, i question, but i love my life, i love who i am becoming, i have found so much peace and pleasure in my service.
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"Peace and pleasure": rare commodities. I read so many blogs full of confusion and heartache. It's a pleasure to read your words of contentment.
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