it's been very hard trying to juggle being mom, being submissive, being writer, and being a student. i'm still struggling how to combine them all. how to work in who we are as a couple but also working in the fact that there is a six year old in the house now where there just use to be us.
if that wasnt enough its very hard trying to become the submissive housewife. the submissive housewife who looks amazing and smells even better. the submissive housewife who cooks and clean and has everything together. i have never been one to have it all together, honestly i am an organizers dream girl cause my stuff is everywhere and in no particular order.
its not that i feel pressure from my master to achieve this i feel pressure from myself to achieve this goal, to make the vision of who i want to be come to light. trying to make it happen seems to be a challenge but i guess if i took it one step at a time things would actually start to move. so maybe that's what i will do is just take it one step at a time. they say if you do something for a a period of time it becomes a habit. so what thing would i like to work on first is ... my emotional self. meaning learning that not everything can be perfect and to love myself for who i am.
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No, not everything can be perfect. No one is perfect and it's pointless to try and attain perfection.
You seem to be doing a sterling job. Master should be very proud of you.
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