as things settle with cldd there have been some changes with how things are done in the house. there is now an allowance, there are supposed to be daily maintenance spankings, there are the list of things that my hoh expects to be done often, my attending mass almost daily, and required reading.
despite all of the things that were add i still feel like there are times that i feel like, i just feel frustrated. i know that he cares and that he is very serious about cldd, but sometimes i feel like there are moments when i am pulling him along side me.
making time to attend church together has been somewhat challenging, he loves his family's church but the preacher has changed and he really doesn't care for him so he's been reluctant on attending church. and sometimes maintenance doesn't happen daily it may happen every two days. i know that he is struggling with being comfortable with spankings happening daily, i know that we have come a long way from where we were in the beginning.
i just pray that we continue to progress and grow in cldd.
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