
i hate that i keep writing these deep non very sexual posts but i feel like i'm changing and that i am trying to find my footing. i am just trying right now to get comfortable with me and who i am. i did with everything else that is going on in my world reached out to a girl. i will see how that goes and exactly what it is that i am looking for right now i dont know but what i do know is it feels amazing to reach out and try.