it has taken a lot for me to even feel like posting even a little bit.
a lot of things have taken place. i think in one month i lost and then found some small pieces of myself. i'm trying to put me back together but just in a different way.
i'm not sure how that will reflect in my submissive relationship. what i do know is my hoh is loving, supportive, and understanding.
so as i figure things out i hope that i will feel up to writing it out as i go forward.
